◊FRIENDS◊♣[re-w.r.i.t.e]♣

The ones who shone my life
bringing and reaching out to me from my ever-darkness...

Beings who showed their care for me
People who i cared and whom i traced
during times of need

'A miracle for the hopelessness'
bringing long-lasting joy in me

throwing away the pain within
Making me realize that i'm not alone

due to the despair i kept in me...

Sincerely,

♥♠C.R.O.S.S♠♥ end of ◊F.R.I.E.N.D.S[re-w-r-i-t-e]-18/7/08

#My Own Thoughts#[re-write once a.g.a.i.n}

When I think of you,
my heart will skip a beat.

When you sought in my mind,
my heart too starts to race and beat fast.

When I'm in sorrow and depressed,
i always hope for you to comfort me.

When I'm feeling all lethargical and moody,
i always hope you'll make me feel better.

When I'm crying oh-so badly,
i'll feel like being with you.

When I'm facing the thoughts and acts of suiciding;
and when my hand started to betray my mind..

you'll be there stopping me,
and making me realize...
that life isn't that hard..
life isn't that tough...
and life isn't that harsh..

When i can't do something to please you,
when i can't give you comfort when you need me,

guilt started stabbing me,
stabbing me for not making you feel better,

...and also for not be able to be there with you...

...I never mean to betray you..
and i never mean to leave you...

When i had to let you go,
for me, by then deeply hurt it'll be..

When you're in pain,
i always hope i'm able to make you feel better

When you're suffering,
i always hope that i'm suffering as well...

as i can't stand watching you suffer alone..
Alone in depression..alone in your own world and thoughts..


Sincerely,

♥♦C.R.O.S.S♦♥-end of #My Own Thoughts#[re-write once a.g.a.i.n}21:05

∗A PROMISE∗

Once kept,
forever be abide...
Dwendled by dust,
forged by memory...

...May dreams be sealed...

Entwined by trust,
forever be mourned...

...For eternal be seeken...


Yours Truly,

♦♥C.R.O.S.S♦♥ |13/8/09

♠+=I.N.C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E=+♠

My friend,
the joy you bring,
presented with glee,
it kills me to see,
when you're frowning so sadly.



I know d's hard
to climb such high mountains,
but humans can never be potent,
if you are everything you know you are,
then there's an exception



we all want security.
a safety blanket-protection,
from danger & harm-this world's corruption
what they don't know is that it's man-made
not from clay or plastic but from the lack of consent



Innocence is robbed,
from the victims of this tragedy,
but does innocence even exist?
now that's the remedy

-not complete-

Signed,

◊BiNch♦ -16/7/08-♠+=I.N.C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E=+♠

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•→Author's Notes←•

This was an uncompleted poem I have used to adore. And I still am 'till now, treasuring every piece of it and had it carved deep within my soul. It's originally composed by my dear classmate, the one who I once claimed as my best friend back then.. she wrote this when she saw me feeling all hurt and feeling of pain at that particular moment was clearly portrayed on my face..Somehow, she had to change school and I thought I won't be able to see her anymore..but am I in such a relief to see her every alternate Fridays' after school hours and go over to her house every week...though i don't see her that frequent anymore these days..miss ya Nat.....hopefully we'd still be friendz like we once had..

Signed,

♥♦♣~C.R.O.S.S~♥♣♦