Be Gone...

Just Be Gone...

Gone...just be gone..
All those memories of us..drenched in pure black,pitiful sorrow..
The horrid pain and painful thoughts and feelings that had been forged within time..
Those innocent and blissful times that we once had..

Heard no more..see no more..
Just let it be mourned and forgotten in our empty hearts..
Release me..Free me..Refrain yourself from letting the pain to penetrate even much deeper than it already have been..these seven months...
As love gradually changes to pure hatred..
as the once cherished feelings slowly fades away and be gone by the wind..
As you slowly began to understand that the feelings you have kept for me isn't the same as it used to be anymore..

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Standing here..side by side with you..
The cold and heartless gazes..and looks..be shone upon our very face..
Just took a glint at the sky as rain started pouring by..
Slowly, your hand that once reached mine started to be pulled away..
Saying those cold words that you always said whenever we had an argument..
"Let's break up" you uttered from your lips..those cold, heartless words..
now seems nothing much to me..
though
my heart has turned numb and cold upon your approach towards me..
it seems that i could still shed tears from my sorrowful look..
"Six week...Six week is all it takes...after then..after we've gone back..we'd move on with our lives..and I'd be gone from your life forever.."
We rested our back against the trees and looked up at the rain drizzling heavily down its way to ea
rth..
While we wait..
We wait and we wait for those days to be gone..
we wait and we wait before we last bid goodbye for eternal..
We may se
e each other by chance in our next lives maybe..
But as that time comes..

We'll turn our backs upon each other with a cold look..
Just let time creeps by..as we gazed and looked at ourselves as strangers..

-Wish you had a better life once. fret no more..and live with no regrets harboured within you-
7/11/09





♣♥F.O.R.G.I.V.E.A.N.C.E t-o the b.r.o.k.e.n. heart♥♣[re-w-r-i-t-e}

When it comes to 'forgiving', it's true that forgiving one is easy..but does your heart forgive those actions? There were times when your heart wanted to reply a different answer, but unfortunately your mouth and your tongue had well betrayed you..betrayed what your heart feel. To forget could be tough, and to reject someone is as well. Especially when your realized yourself having some sort of-'liking' towards that person. We are humans. Humans can never avoid themselves from compelling mistakes. We sometimes just act before we even think. Are you willing to let go of your happiness just to watch the one you love pursue their undying happiness?

C.R.O.S.S -13/6/08-

**=Q♥U♥O♥T♥E♥S=**

" Some things that we were given,
we treasure it greatly.
Because of that we
became possessive over it..."
-BiNcH-

" You can't be reborned,
But you can always change"
-Sara-

"Sometimes you
have to be weak
to be broken,
sometimes to be strong,
we need to be broken"
-BiNcH

♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣
If you can't even run with footmen,
how do you run with horses.

It's all in the mind~

*UNTITLED*#01#[re-w.r.i.t.e}

-a second to forget,
a lifetime to remember,--
as slowly as time creeps by,
every second, stained,
every minute,wasted,
we wait and we wait,
hoping someone would open the gate,
the door to our dreams,
the life we so longingly want,
we wait and we wait,
while watching other people get in,
enjoying the blissful joy that time cannot erase,
we wait and we wait
as our eyes burn with envy,
we crave to feel what they feel,
we'd go to the extend of arson
to the means of killing everyone around us.
we wait and we wait,
supressed by those memories and far..
Truly,

B.I.N.C.H-end of untitled[re-w.r.i.t.e]

◊FRIENDS◊♣[re-w.r.i.t.e]♣

The ones who shone my life
bringing and reaching out to me from my ever-darkness...

Beings who showed their care for me
People who i cared and whom i traced
during times of need

'A miracle for the hopelessness'
bringing long-lasting joy in me

throwing away the pain within
Making me realize that i'm not alone

due to the despair i kept in me...

Sincerely,

C.R.O.S.Send of F.R.I.E.N.D.S[re-w-r-i-t-e]-18/7/08

#My Own Thoughts#[re-write once a.g.a.i.n}

When I think of you,
my heart will skip a beat.

When you sought in my mind,
my heart too starts to race and beat fast.

When I'm in sorrow and depressed,
i always hope for you to comfort me.

When I'm feeling all lethargical and moody,
i always hope you'll make me feel better.

When I'm crying oh-so badly,
i'll feel like being with you.

When I'm facing the thoughts and acts of suiciding;
and when my hand started to betray my mind..

you'll be there stopping me,
and making me realize...
that life isn't that hard..
life isn't that tough...
and life isn't that harsh..

When i can't do something to please you,
when i can't give you comfort when you need me,

guilt started stabbing me,
stabbing me for not making you feel better,

...and also for not be able to be there with you...

...I never mean to betray you..
and i never mean to leave you...

When i had to let you go,
for me, by then deeply hurt it'll be..

When you're in pain,
i always hope i'm able to make you feel better

When you're suffering,
i always hope that i'm suffering as well...

as i can't stand watching you suffer alone..
Alone in depression..alone in your own world and thoughts..


Sincerely,

C.R.O.S.S♥-end of #My Own Thoughts#[re-write once a.g.a.i.n}21:05


∗A PROMISE∗

Once kept,
forever be abide...
Dwendled by dust,
forged by memory...

...May dreams be sealed...

Entwined by trust,
forever be mourned...

...For eternal be seeken...


Yours Truly,

C.R.O.S.S |13/8/09

♠+=I.N.C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E=+♠

My friend,
the joy you bring,
presented with glee,
it kills me to see,
when you're frowning so sadly.



I know d's hard
to climb such high mountains,
but humans can never be potent,
if you are everything you know you are,
then there's an exception



we all want security.
a safety blanket-protection,
from danger & harm-this world's corruption
what they don't know is that it's man-made
not from clay or plastic but from the lack of consent



Innocence is robbed,
from the victims of this tragedy,
but does innocence even exist?
now that's the remedy

-not complete-

Signed,

BiNch♦ -16/7/08-+=I.N.C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E=+


Author's Notes
This was an uncompleted poem I have used to adore. And I still am 'till now, treasuring every piece of it and had it carved deep within my soul. It's originally composed by my dear classmate, the one who I once claimed as my best friend back then.. she wrote this when she saw me feeling all hurt and feeling of pain at that particular moment was clearly portrayed on my face..Somehow, she had to change school and I thought I won't be able to see her anymore..but am I in such a relief to see her every alternate Fridays' after school hours and go over to her house every week...though i don't see her that frequent anymore these days..miss ya Nat.....hopefully we'd still be friendz like we once had..

Signed,

~C.R.O.S.S~